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Name: Magg
Gender: Female
Interests: I love to sing, but I don't sing infront of many people. I like to write, song, stories, poems, anything really. Sometimes i feel artistic and try to draw, keyword try. I like to just hang out and chill, but I'm not lazy. I love to run, and I have the calves to prove it. I'd like to model someday.
Expertise: puddle jumping
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/9/2005
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| it's crazy how much things change over time. whether it be the course of a summer, or several years, so much can happen and so much can change. almost (in three days) two years ago i moved out of my house in Oneonta and into the city. at the time i was convinced it would bring the end of me and that i would absolutly never be happy, but i was so wrong. i've never felt more at home than i do here. in the past two years i've changed so much, but i think it's all been for the best.
i feel like the biggest changes came this summer. this was an amazing summer that i certainly will never forget. who knows what this school year will bring, hopefully the best is yet to come! | | |
| blah i'm sooo sick of north carolina. thank god i'm going home tomorrow =]
it'll be so nice to be in my own apartment, with my big cozy bed, and my couch, and my closet. living out of a suitcase gets tiring after a while. it'll also be really nice to have my friends around again, although like half of them are still away which sucks. i have so much to catch up on! i also need to get back on track and get in shape. i gained like 5 pounds this summer and i'm not liking it much. everyone gets their panties in a bunch when i say that cause i'm skinny and shit but its about being comfortable with myself. call me crazy but i'll do what i want to feel fine about myself. i've been thinking a lot lately about family, considering i've been surrounded by my crazy family for the past week. also while i was in Italy, being around jessica's family made me very aware of the fact that most people are still married. i'd never really looked at it that much but i'm starting to realize that my mom is the only divorced woman in this family. all of my aunts and uncles are married, along with jessica's. i've started to wonder if having divorced parents makes me automatically go into relationships negativly. i noticed i tend to think about how badly things will end and always remind myself that even when things are good with someone that they will end and i will feel like shit. do people with married parents go into relationships thinking the same, or does your parents marital status affect the success of your own relationships? honestly, before i went to italy i told myself i wouldnt get married because i never wanted to have to deal with the pain of a divorce, ecspecially if i had to put children through it. but once i was in Italy and saw how wonderful jessica's family is it made me realize that i want that too. i want to be married someday and be happy with someone. i think it took someone elses family to show me that cause i'm too caught up in my home life to see that marriage is something that works for a lot of people, and although it didnt work for my parents it doesn't mean that it fails for everyone else too. k sorry that was so long but i just needed to get it out. now i'm going to go focus on having fun and being 16, haha. =] | | |
| i'm back from italy, now i'm in north carolina. italy was absolutly amazing. it went by so much faster than i thought it would. four weeks felt like two days. jess&i went to the beach everyday, met lots of hot boys (loves it) and had a ton of fun. i'm already looking forward to going back next summer! i need to start my italian lessons now! north carolina is cool, kinda boring though. grandpa rented a great big house on the beach with a pool too, it's beautiful. i'm getting really tan which is a new thing for me. i NEVER get tan. i think i might have to call ripley's believe it or not cause it's crazy shit. i'm looking forward to being back in the city. i miss all my friends like crazyyyyy, it's been like a month and a half since i saw a lot of people. it'll be nice to get home. | | |
| i feel like i'm running out of time right now. there is so much i want to do but i really just dont have the time for anything. i went to liberty for two days, came home for one, went to margaretville then oneonta for a week, came home for three days, and now i'm going to oneonta then italy until august 15th. THEN when i get back i have a day and then leave for north carolina on august 17th. i get back from there somewhere in the 20's of august and only have like two weeks until school starts. it's jam packed. i'm very lucky to have the oppurtunity to travel like i am this summer, and i know that. it's not that i'm not grateful that i'll get to see new places, it's just i feel so rushed. i feel more excited than anything though. things have been really good so far. i got all my drama sorted out and it's working out very nicely so far. i just worry that it won't be as great when i get back from being gone for a month and a half. i can't waste my time worrying thouogh, it won't change anything. i love the summer. | | |
| tonight is candi's sweet 16! i am amppppped. plus i get to see my suzie roo roo, i love her i do i do i doo =] | | |
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